It has been said that life isn’t a bed of roses. How very true.
But trials are there to help us learn to rely on God and look heavenwards rather than focus on our own helpless estate.
This blog records a journey that my husband and I are on as we struggle with difficulties in conceiving a child. I have found that taking time to journal my feelings will help me explore inner issues and pain better. My other aim of writing is also to share my experience with readers who stumble upon this blog and can identify with our pain and struggles.
So drop me a note if you happen to come by this space. Share your experience with me.
Sometimes this journey can be so lonely and fearful… we need all the friends we can get 
I stumbled, and have a friend going through a similar situation, best of luck to you!
thanks
i enjoy reading your entry and is so encouraged by you.. i went for 2 iui and now the dr say is ivf and it is faith vs desire… do take care!
I stumbled onto your blog today after doing a search on “adenomyosis.”
After trying for 20-some cycles had doing several rounds of clomid/injection/IUIs I had a lap, tubal perfusion, D&C and surgical hysteroscopy done this week to find out why we are not conceiving.
From all of that they have discovered I have an adenomyosis. Still not sure what all this means for me …
I’m also a Christian and I think I was meant to find your story today.
Hope you don’t mind me following along on the rest of your journey.
Is a long journey & a tired one…. There is no single days that can brighten me up. I’ve went through 4 cycles of IVF & till now still alone. My 2nd IVF attempt i got pregnant however only last for 2 mths cos the heart beat stop & the little ones left me & till now I could not let go.
I happened to come across this page today whilst reading about infertility.I had a miscarriage in May and still feel very sad.I have a four year old little boy and when he was christened he was given a card with the words” children are a gift from god “,I realize this now more than ever and I am trying to be patient.I have started fertility treatment recently as we are getting older and feel we need to try everything we can.Good Luck to you all
Rachael > I do hope that my journey has encouraged you to continue trusting in the Lord and seeking Him for the gift of life.
Beth Bee > I understand the pain of losing a child. But be assured that your lil baby is in a beautiful place with the Lord. No matter how young she was, the Lord loves her and she has a special place in his heart. Do take care of yourself. Blessings.
Baby Lover > Thanks for your well wishes. Yes children are indeed a gift from the Lord. Those of us who had fertility problems can identify full well with this statement. I wish you all the best as you try for munchkin no. 2.
Thanks everyone for your kind words.Its really comforting.Best Wishes
hey just read your blog and just loved it
its so encouraging and your faith is so awesome… God bless