I felt better after coming to terms with the gnawing fear that sits deep within me regarding this pregnancy. As mum says, Fear is only natural after what happened to me the last round. But what is important is I must not allow that fear to roost for too long. Each time it comes to me, I should choose to reject that fear in the name of Jesus and instead rest in the Lord.
And then I received an sms – “Miracles are possible if you believe”
Yes and I do choose to believe in the miracle of God for us. I vividly remember Dr Ben Tham telling us that our chances of conception are so low, that it would be a miracle if we did. And indeed we did, without IUI! Now why should I deny the miracle status of this conception?
I’m not trying to be brave. I’m merely trying to tap into a higher reality through the eyes of faith.
Hah… maybe I’m trying to be brave.
The morning sickness is back and the dizziness from the progesterone pills are really affecting me. I’ve unilaterally decided to cut down the dose for the time being. Hopefully my body is working to produce its own to sustain the pregnancy. My bloodtest on Tues will tell.
Still can’t believe I’m 8 weeks pregnant. That means 1 more month and I’m past my first trimester. This is a miracle baby. Yes, it’s a miracle straight from the throne room of God.
